| been so long since I've been held
really since I was his
probably just need to be held
that's probably all it is. it's probably not a good thing that I get so emotionally attatched to these things. see, that could never happen with facebook or myspace or anything like that. I feel like every now and then I just need to let this guy know he's still active in my xanga-mind. |
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| sometimes my mind don't shake and shift
but most of the time it does |
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| today I stumbled across free rice necklaces. oh yeah.
edit// only it's not the limited issue.
edit/// man. I just stumbled across my mom's old journal. perhaps it was intrusive of me to read it, but it was from when she was 19, so... whatev. we can pretend that somehow excuses it. most of it was illegible, but when I could read it, she sounded.... eerily like me. the language she used and the very things she said... all the same internal arguments and reminders. and she did the same things I did where she'd come back later and write in the margins about how stupid it sounded, though maybe most people do that, I don't know. she also wrote on her roof at night like me. o.o
I mean.. not that I didn't think we weren't at all similar and she could never understand me/think the same things. but I wouldn't have expected anyone to sound that similar. |
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| I am such a slacker.
I guess it's somewhat nice to know that I'll end up with A's and B's one way or another. but... not really. because I know I'm a slacker and that, even if what I have is decent, it's still the result of me not doing my best. so.. I don't think it counts. if grades were based directly on effort, as they probably should be.. I'd be lost. at least I could find comfort in the fact that it would at least be fair that way...
ani difranco in carbs.
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damn. it feels like friday. and I want to watch... more disney movies. we only have beauty and the beast. well.. and hunchback of notre dame, but that's hardly a classic.
captain brown steals lines from beauty and the beast. ha.
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